Musings and What-not

When I was 4 years old, my mother and her then-husband took me and my half-siblings to see a movie. This movie touched me so profoundly that it has remained a beloved favorite for over 45 years. That movie was Jesus Christ Superstar . I vividly remembering saying to my mother, much to her horror, how sexy Jesus was. Well, the actor who was portraying him. Then Caiaphas' fine behind came on screen, and I'm pretty sure I lost my shit. SO sexy! I was four. And ahead of my time. But I digress... back to the purpose of this writing. Of all the movies I have watched through the years, this one still moves me. One song in particular brings to mind the feelings that a Lightworker feels at some point on their journey. Feelings of being tired of their mission. Feelings of wanting it to be over. An intense longing to return Home. I, too, have felt these intense emotions. And quite often, I have holed myself up... in hopes that the cup would be given to someone else. The cup that can be in...

With 3 planets in retrograde in my 7th house , which also happens to be playing in Virgo, I tend to not only over-analyze that area of my life, but complicate it too.

A lot stuff is coming up today... like a tsunami. One minute, I feel weepy. The next, I feel bored. Shortly thereafter... I feel like calling 1-800-CUT-A-BITCH!

Some of life's "blessons" often come to me in the most simplest of ways. Here's one example.

There are a couple of techniques that I acquired from Rikka Zimmerman during her Access Consciousness© days.

For some years now, I have seen 2017 as a year of immense change.  A year where how I was showing up in the world would exponentially expand.

For my 3rd birthday, my mother took me and my half siblings to the circus.  It was the world's most popular circus of its time. She took us to Ringling Bros. Barnum and Bailey® "The Greatest Show on Earth".  Yeah, right! I vividly remember feeling sad. I was a toddler, so its reason eluded me. Queue motherhood. Shortly after my Prince was born, I took advantage of some of the freebies that newborns are afforded. One was a letter from the President (George W.) that welcomed him into the world. The other was a free ticket to Ringling. I've never used that ticket. Something felt off about it. It sits in his time capsule. He won't see it until he turns 21. Getting that ticket came at a time when I was not much of an animal advocate. I liked them. I just didn't speak out for them. When my Prince was 2, I bought us season passes to Sea World. See.. still not an advocate. However, that would quickly change. One day, I packed all his gear in the car, and off we went. ...